I find my biggest challenge at this point is patience. Impatience causes many problems not only for myself but for my relationships. Impatience with finding a job leads to apathy/stress. Impatience with friends leads to self-inflicted isolation. Impatience with my future leads to feelings of hopelessness. Impatience with my emotional development leads to self-destructive behavior. I'm constantly aware, and that allows me to pause, breathe, and react intelligently. I'm getting better, but I'm not perfect.
On the whole, I am doing very well. I have a few pieces out on the board, and it's my turn to roll.
I'm going to bed now at 6am after a long night of red wine on the couch in Schvee's garage. We had some good talks about the future... and the past actually. Little discussion of the present, which I guess doesn't need much explaining. We are living it together.
Tomorrow will go smoothly if I will it. Looking forward to that.
This sleep is going to be so. so so so so. good.
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
If everybody had an ocean
Across the U.S.A.
Then everybody'd be surfin'
You'd see 'em wearin' their baggies
Huarachi sandals, too
A bushy bushy blonde hairdo
ONLY 31 DAYS AWAY. <3